yea, it's my final blog post.
but, only for now.
i created the suspense effect to let u guys know that I WANT YOU ALL TO READ THIS.
im mainly going to talk about love, as nothing interests me more than that.
here are some things that i want u guys to know....
no 1

i will be missing all of my friends during this period of my absence. do try to come around and spend some time (studying or just chatting with me). im supposed to do well for myself but "myself" is never a good enough motivation to do so. i have always lived my life for the ones i love so, by having you around while studying, it makes a big difference for me.... it makes me want to do better in life.
so, if u see me staying back at school studying, do accompany me.
it makes a big difference, for the sake of my future. i have always said that, "poor is the man whose happiness depends on somebody else". im actually referring to myself.... because i need others to stay alive and move on with life.
(sorry for sounding vulnerable)
no 2

i will resume blogging and facebooking after my exams. stpm is on the 28th next month.
i will be pushing myself through, but will still find time for all of u. do call me via cell phone... im a man, not a studying machine. i will go out with you guys to lepak, unless there is something really important. perhaps, that is something everybody should learn from me... i don't want to be giving more than i get (even though i often do). that is selfish of the reciever indeed. i almost cried in class once when one of my friends realized this fact about me. she said in malay, "you are lonely... you often try to make the ones around you happy, but no one really cares about the way you feel". that was a hit on the head (a wake up call).
no 3

the movie "Muallaf" that was banned in malaysia will finally be released on christmas eve. a very brave movie indeed... sharifah amani (nani) even shaved her head bald for this movie. i'm glad to finally be watching Yasmin Ahmad's final instalment. and thanks to aunty orked (yasmin's sister) and her team for making this happen. it will be my perfect after-exam and christmas gift. wanna join me at the cinema?
no 4

that i love you.....
i'm not embarrased to hug people or to tell them that i love them. i dont want any regrets on the day i die. i would want people to know how much they mean to me. too often, time is wasted on unnesscasarry things that the important things were forsaken. im not gonna do that. if i have kids one day, i will hug them and tell them that i love them everyday. a loving father i'm going to be. always learn from your parents' mistakes and never repeat them unto your children (in the future).
no 5

lastly, dont do stupid stuff that can hurt yourselves, cause by doing that... you are hurting me too.
... take care of yourselves ok=)
will be praying for your well-being.
tata.....